Still can't get off the ventilator, and church service!

Well, It seems that I'm still unable to get off the ventilator period. I desat if I try. So we'll just stay on the ventilator. I'm also having more plugs, but I'm maintaining that to the best of my ability with the humidification that I have in line with the vent. Of course, as stated previously, that dial is maxed out, and unless I get a heated wire humidifier, that's where it's going to stay.



In other words,  Dad and I went to church yesterday, and I JUST LOVED IT. It was with my ventilator and the suitecase that the LTV ventilator is in. With the vent requirements I need,  I don't think I'd be able to tolerate a Trilogy. Even in the hospital, I tolerated the Servo Ventilator better than I did with the BiPAP machine they had me on for a lot of my stay. This was before I got the trach. But anyhow, At church, I could not speak because of the ventilator, but somebody came up to me, and they made my day with what they said. They said Hello to me, and Dad said, "He can't speak. He's on the vent." And she said, "Well, Peter? Just keep that smile, and we'll be great!" That made me even happier! That really really made me feel awesome. Ya know, even though I cannot speak on the ventilator, I find my way of communicating, and find my ways of enjoying my life. Being on a ventilator is not the end of the world. Being on the ventilator for me is natural tome.  It may restrict me to the circuit's length, but hey,  my keyboard is in my reach, so that's what matters. Hahaha.


In other words, I'm practicing my piano a lot for the upcoming drone party. It's only in SIX DAYS!! Time flies when you're waiting for something massive to occur, and no doubt, this thing is going to be massive!!

Thank you for reading another blog post, and may god bless you and keep you! REMEMBER, ONLY HE, can love you PERFECTLY!!