ONE MONTH SINCE!

Well, yesterday marks the one month since Aaron's Mother put my video on Aaron's blog.

I know I keep droning on about this, but seriously, what she did, really touched my heart, and It's because of that, my classical music is even more apart of me.

Yesterday morning, I woke up to a very quiet morning.

It was quiet and very peaceful.

I cleaned out my feeding tube after turning off my ventilator and then suctioning my trach out.

As I was at my computer yesterday morning, I felt this very profound peace as I was listening to various pieces by Bach, the main one that I was listening to over and over again was "Capriccio, BWV 992!"

It felt like the perfect piece for that day, considering it was what I played over and over and over and over again that night after everything had happened.

I remember this so clearly as if it actually just happened.

Now, last month about this time, I was in my room rejoicing after that wonderful night. Mom and Dad were still sleeping, but I woke  up and started my morning early as I essentially always do, unless my body's alarm clock decides to do something weird, and that doesn't happen often at all thank Goodness.

But you know, what she did with my video was and is now very special to me.

It touched me and still touches me now that she enjoyed the video enough to put it on her son's blog.

I often wonder what exactly she was thinking when she did that, and all the thoughts that were going through her head.

It touches me that even with the trach velcro sticking out, and my vent's occasional alarm when I'd cough because I moved my head and my trach moved thus upsetting my trachea, and even though the sound quality was not the best, she still liked my video.

Of course, I poured my whole entire heart out into that video when I did that for Aaron.

I gave it every single bit of my heart, and I prayed so many times before, and so many times after.

I pray for Aaron even now, especially since on the 2nd of March, Aaron is going to be undergoing an operation.

To be honest with you, I'm nervous about that, but I am certain that Jesus will get Aaron through this operation, and I am going to ask that he allow as little pain as possible and that he give Aaron's Mom and Dad and the whole entire family strength to help Aaron through this operation.

I'm going to pray that Jesus speak to Aaron in the way that Only Jesus can speak to somebody.

I know from experience, operations around the face and the ears are very very painful.

I've had numerous operations on my face, my eyes, and then one on my head to fix a Chirare malformation.

I know that God is going to get Aaron through this operation.

He will get this very precious family through it as well.

I know, because God can and will do that.

Our God is so amazing, and so profound that there are no words that exist, or that are ever going to exist to describe his wonder, and his grace.

Our God is the only one who is PERFECT!!

So now, I'm sitting here doing what i love to do in the morning and at night which is listen to "Capriccio!"

That piece is so dear to me right now.

I am thankful for the warm days that we have had, and thankful that we only have a few days less than a month until Spring announces itself as our new season, and Winter leaves  us and doesn't come back until this upcoming December.

Honestly though, this winter had been wonderful and I've actually had many wonderful things happen that I give God the Praise For.

I will alert you a couple days before Aaron's upcoming operation and remind you to pray and we will all pray for Him, and his family.

Thank you for reading this blog, all of those who do, and for those who follow it via the E-Mail following function that my friend heather has set up, I give you much thanks for that.

Tomorrow, I will talk to you about something special that means so much to me, and even more now that I've come to know Aaron through his blog, but that will wait until Tomorrow.

Remember, ONLY HE, can love you perfectly!!