THE FOURTH Movement!

What a wonderful, cold, and wintery day it is here.

Yeah, normally I do not like winter AT ALL, but you know, this winter has really been good, even with all the plugging that's going on, and the suctioning, as well as the not the best health, I'm praising God.

I mean, I've had so much happen this winter.

One of the best things is since we've had quite a bit of snow, School has been out, so Sammy has been with Heather.

I want all of you to know how much of a wonderful friend that Sammy and Heather are to me.

Sammy has been there for me when I've been sick, He called me several times in the hospital even when I first had my trach, and couldn't speak, he called me and talked to me, He called me on my birthday, and well Him and I played a joke on his mother one day and as we say, "HEATHER GOT TANKED!"

Well, It's a long story, saved for another post, but essentially it has to do with text messages, and Hubbard tank being written in like loads of text messages.

But anyhow, Sammy has meant soooooooooooooo much to me, and whenever I see him, it brings me tanks of joy.

I've seen him SEVERAL times this year because of the snow, and I'm so thankful for the snow.

OK, Not only that, but as you already know from me droning on about it Non-Stop, Aaron's Mother put my video on her blog on the 24th of January, and I've learned the first movement of "Capriccio," over the winter.

This winter has been wonderful.

Speaking of Capriccio, today's been warm and so pleasant because I'm starting on the FOURTH movement.

I know you're thinking, "WHAT ABOUT the Second, and the Third first Johann?"

Hey, I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE the fourth movement.

That's the movement that makes me feel as if I am swinging wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy up in the air on a massive swing.

I ADORE that movement.

When Aaron's Mom placed my video on his blog, I was so happy It felt like I was swinging, and you know, thinking about that night right now, makes me so happy and makes me want to start on the fourth movement.

It's not easy, but you know, something being HARD, and something being IMPOSSIBLE  are two entirely different things, and this piece is HARD, NOT Impossible to learn.

And the thing about hard things when you learn them, they first have to be hard, and when you practice and you learn to kill the hard, you do just that, and the hard becomes Nonexistant, and the piece becomes EASY.
Just like when you're learning to care for a patient who has a trach, and a ventilator.

At first, when you see the ventilator, the humidifier, the oximeter, the oxygen, and all of that other stuff, It seems extremely complicated and you have to learn, but once you learn how to do stuff like Change the vent circuit, suction the baby's trach out, place a regulator on the oxygen tank, change the trach, clean the tracheostomy sight, perform the tube feedings, etc, the hard becomes EASY.

So, as I'm learning this movement, I'm going to practice and practice and practice and practice and pratice, until I get it down, and the hard will go away, and the hard becomes the easy.

I WILL learn this whole entire piece, and then I will PLAY IT!!

God will be my guide, as I ask him to guide me and help me to learn before every practice session.

I will give thanks to him once I have each movement down, and at the end of the piece when it's all down pat, I will give him tanks and tanks and tanks and tanks of praise, even though, I've been doing that already, because I'm just so happy to have him as my Lord and as my  Savior.

This piece at first will be very difficult, but not Impossible.

I will practice, and destroy the difficult so that what was difficult, is now easy.

THIS WILL GET BETTER AND BETTER.

I love "Capriccio, BWV 992, On The Departure Of His Beloved Brother," So much, and will learn to play it, and will master it.

Thank you, and God's blessings be with you all.